Five Days

I sat with the shock, waiting for the adrenaline to flush.

Ashamed that I hoped there would be some news to justify the horror.

Wouldn't it be easier if they deserved it?

I sat with the anxiety, anticipating the reaction.

Stomach churning in the knowing that both sides were arming up.

Can't we find some common ground?

I sat with the sadness, sick from the revelation.

Silence speaks volumes but words shatter my faith in humanity. Are they justifying murder now?

I sat with the overwhelm, paralyzed by the noise.

Not sure if I should cry, scream, protest, or just shut up and do my work.

Does anyone else need a lifeline?

I am sitting with the rage, horrified by the lies.

Considering the angles and famous last words of the citizen and the criminal.

How do we stop the gestapo?

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